i would like to start off by saying that for all of you that have known me for years, you know i had my opinions on other cultures and races, and you know i have joke.
well just in case you didnt know yet, i have grown up the passed few years and have learned alot.
i am not a racist person
nor prejudice
i am discriminated against every day and yes, sometimes it fucking hurts, so why would i give the same pain to someone else who cant control what color they are, or what cultures they were raised in.
however, i will be using words in this freely to make a point, if thats gonna piss you off then dont read it.

now i do not mind if people say "gay" as in another word for stupid because i can promise you straights right now, that gay people say "thats gay" more then anyone else.
i also dont mind if people say "fag" as in another word for idiot or if they are joking around.

the context is what becomes a problem.
at work, a gay guy walks in, hes in drag, you can tell its a man, and yes, it is a little shocking. i even said so.
but when one of my coworkers comes up to me or is talking to another co worker and says "omg what a fucking fag. look at his faggot ass wearing a dress, im not handing him his food, you can do that"
what makes you think when you hand him his bag of food he is going to jump over the counter and rape you?
get over yourself.

now some of you ignorant assholes are going to read that and say "wtf does it matter, your not a fag, your a lesbian."
let me tell you how this goes.
my gender has nothing to do with this. i am a homosexual and i will stand up for my family. saying hateful things like that upsets me regardless.
the fact that its a man sleeping with another man is not how i see it. the way i see it is they are a person sleeping with the same sex and you hate them for it.

this is a conversation me and someone had...you can figure out whos words are whos;

"i have had dyke friends before"
"whoa, you can say lesbian hahaha"
"no, i wasnt sayin it mean, thats just what i call them"
"well maybe a lesbian would find that offensive"
"well thats dumb because i wasnt coming at you, or saying it to hurt you"

......................................really?

the color of this persons skin doesnt really matter but for the sake of this point i will tell you, they were black.
so what they were telling me is that they can say dyke and faggot as long as they werent saying it to hurt anyone (even tho it was hurting me) ...so i guess that means i can say nigger whenever i want as long as i am not trying to hurt someone with it?

if you sharpen a knife and throw it at someone, but your not meaning to hurt them, will it still puncture their skin?


lets go down this list

-nigger
-spic
-faggot
-chink
-retard
-dyke
-kyke

...why is it that when people read these words they are all so hurtful besides faggot, retard, and dyke?

heres two statements and one question that makes me want to fucking kill people.
1. "dont get me wrong, i loooove lesbians, i just dont like fags"
2."i dont mind gay dudes, its all cool, as long as they dont come near me"
3."if you never been with a guy, how do you know your gay"

1. why in the fucking world would you ever find it appropriate to tell a lesbian that you "looooove lesbians but hate fags" ...do you think that we dont know why you love lesbians so much?
your stupid little fantasy of two women fucking you doesnt involve lesbians, that involves whores. lesbians do not want to sleep with you because you are a man, and we dont sleep with men, thats why we are lesbians.
if you can get a three way with two girls then thats awesome, but they will be with two straight girls not lesbians. so you should actually dislike lesbians for getting way more pussy then you ever will.
and telling me that you hate fags is like telling me you hate my brother.

2.so what you really mean to say is that........you dont like gay dudes.
i dont even know how to explain my hate for this statement. it is pure ignorance and i fucking hate you for it. gay men arent out to rape you. they might try to say hey and then you say "ba bro im not gay" and they say "oh sorry"
you cant get mad at them for flirting with you, they dont know if your gay or not, its not fair. i mean, yea there is ways to know if someone is gay, but sometimes as a homosexual, you just have to take the jump and ask someone out on a date and yes, we get embarrassed and feel awkward when you tell us your straight.
its just like if a girl that you arent attracted to is flirting with you, you tell them no. the end. you dont get someone to beat their ass cuz she sucked it up and tried to flirt with you.
just like when a guy flirts with a girl and she says "no thanks, im gay bye"...the end

3.hey buddy, if you never sucked dick then how do you know you dont like it? how do you know you are straight?
its not a shaft that makes me gay because yes, a girl has used a strap and yes, it felt amazing. but i dont like men. men are awesome, they are fun to be around, im not one of those butchy man haters. i like men better then women. but i have no sexual desire to be with a man. i can never love a man. just like you have no sexual desire to be with a man.
you telling me "well if you used a strap and liked it why not have the real thing?".....well then get your dick sucked by a man.
i do not like men, i know its hard for you and plenty others to understand. they only way i can try is by answering the question the way i always do.

-"if you never been with a man how do you know you dont like it?"
-"well what about you, how do you know you dont like it?"
-"cuz im not gay"
-"i am"

go fuck yourself.

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